An honest experience with healing

Healing. Mentally. Physically. Spiritually. In some forms, it's been exceptionally easier and almost instantly. In others, it’s been the most challenging part of my faith.

Chapter 1: Mentally

By God’s action, I have been mentally healed and restored. He spoke life into me at the darkest point of my life and stopped me from continuing a suicide attempt right in the middle of it. I was in this place mentally where I was so against myself, so unforgiving of myself and so ready to give up on my life. He instilled the truth about who I was and who He was in me and renewed my mind. It took months for this process to occur, but I can say 100% that mentally I am forever changed and healed and so so grateful.

Chapter 2: Physically

This one is more difficult as this is ongoing. I fully believe in the healing power of God, it’s the only thing that has saved my life. Despite this, I find myself in a situation like some other people I know where we all believe in God and all have personal relationships with Him, but we haven’t experienced instant healing in our bodies, and we are facing chronic illnesses/issues. I’ve found this journey with God so difficult tbh because it’s like I KNOW He has the power to heal me but it’s frustrating maybe being in pain or dealing with symptoms and having to keep your head up and believe and continue to pray. There could be a number of reasons why healing hasn’t happened like belief, unforgiveness, and many more. The most difficult part about it is continuing to believe through pain and through confusion and complex situations. To all who are standing like me and believing for healing in their bodies, know that there’s a community of people just like you and that through EVERYTHING God is faithful.

Chapter 3: Spiritually

Spiritually healing. Where do I begin… It covers from being individually healed so deeply, to generational curses being broken off you and your family. My spirit has been healed from addictions, fear, loneliness, doubt and so much more. These things used to rule over my life and used to weigh it down and make the days seem so much longer. With spiritual healing, I never knew what I was missing until I had found it all in Him and all the things that the world tells me I need or that I’m nobody without, I've found all in Him. I’ve found love, peace, and understanding at real and intense levels. Then there’s spiritual restoration, where when you are exhausted you go to God and He refreshes you and reminds you of who He is and who you are. It is a constant journey with Him but every bit, every single part of it is worth it.

To all those in need of healing, go to Him. He’s available at all times and has all you will ever need. To all those standing & believing, continue to stand and believe for in due time you will reap if you faint not (Gal 6:9).